Shall I start from scratch?

So by now I was meant to be in Canada, living there with my brother for a few months. This had been my plan since I was 15, now 2 months in to said planned trip and I'm still in Yorkshire...sliver lining? I bought Belle. An under weight, under worked and slightly skitty ex race horse...hmm. But I do love her, even when she is trying to bronc off across the arena I walk in her stable, look at her and know she is mine. 

Another sliver lining? I figured out what I want to do! Nails have always been a passion if mine (long before horses actually) so now doing a gel course so I can be a nail tech. Yet that seems like a long way off from where I'm sitting (stuck in a corner of a pizza shop taking orders, but hey it pays the bills, just) 

But I will make, at some, I have the will power! The same as I have the will power to get Belle jumping by the autumn, although maybe need to work on her picking up the correct canter lead on the left rein...